One of those days, or weeks, or months
I get up in the morning. I listen to readings from the Bible. I wash, get ready for work, kiss my baby and tell myself that I'm going to work out when I get home from work. I have been doing this for the past month. No, I've been doing this for the past few years. I stat out really well. One day, I just give myself a nice kick in the ass and start working out like I should. And I mean, working out. Sometimes I do 2 sessions a day. One in the morning and one in the evening, 4-5 days out of the week. I was doing this. And that is the key point.. I WAS doing this. Now, I just come home, catch up on Real Housewives that I DVR the night before and chill until Masaya wakes up from his nap and then I proceed to go on PotteryBarn.com to get things I don't need. Why do I do this to myself? I do it because, well, I'm lazy. There really is no other way to put it. I am the type of person, if I want something I will get it. I just talk a lot of shit, but I don't do it. Well world wide web, you are my witness. I need to get moving and YOU need to hold me accountable. I'm just hoping that enough of you read this and tell me to get off my ass and put that Mel B dvd in the player and start sweating!
Love to you all, always xoxo
I think it's something that happens to the best of us. Basically it's not being lazy but just allowing other things to take up our time. I think you will reach a point when you will think "enough is enough"--I have. I no longer want to be unhealthy. With my "Impending Doom" (turning 30) right around the corner, I keep thinking I don't want to be tired all the time, I don't want to struggle to fit in clothes or find clothes that fit me. I want to be healthier. Don't pick a number or even a size, pick being healthy. Your son and hubby both want you around for a long time--so think of getting healthy as your goal. Start small. I have. We try not to eat late, go on walks together at night, and don't overindulge except on holidays. Oh and I have said "no kids" until Tomo quits smoking. It has worked, since he has reduced his habit some. Also think of how much money you can save by being healthier? Clothes are cheaper, when they aren't plus sized! I love ya girl and know you can do it~~~support each other, get a friend to help you. Don't treat yourself with food, treat yourself with new clothes, jewerly and the salon. I'm planning on every 5lbs lost, giving myself a mini-treat...do the same! You are worth it <3
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